MIIS You!!

2 months have passed even going to go in the third, but it was already a year we separated. The long distance that does not make my feeling faded to you, NOT AT ALL. Now, there lived the stories about how you're in a new school, you're now so people how, funny anyway, until now I'm still really excited if I had a friend listen to a story about you. Haa .. It feels like a dream it all, and I hope this is just a dream. But in reality this is not a dream. I know this is wrong. I should not like this. I shouldn't expect at u again. I had to stop thinking about you. Maybe now, you're already happy, so I hope so. I want to be a brave girl who is able to say "I'm glad to see you happy already, in a new life without me" In fact I can't, I couldn't do it. I've already looking for another figure that can make me happy again. The person who can make me cheers. My moodbooster.  Like U did before. I've already search for Someone like you. But, I didn't found. Until now, the one is only you. U're more than perfect in my eyes. U r the charming boy. The second love in my life.. I don't know why, but I'm still waiting for you.. I'm not ready to forget u and erase u from my mind, especially from my heart. whether you are the love of my life or I was too afraid to face the new love.. I can't explain my feeling. Just want you know, I MISS U, I MIIS U.. (hope u know what do I mean trully)